通神明之德，类万物之情

今天捧回来一个花瓶，里面插了富贵竹和几只兰花，都是白白的，很淡雅……

另外又尝试做了一个发型，呵呵象个娃娃了，明天洗头就会变回原样！

……妈妈现在又在给我讲她的网恋故事，我就只装做在听，手就在这里打字。她总是很陶醉于一段又一段网络恋情，虽然都没有结果，但是她缺陶醉其中，虽然最终现实苦涩，但网恋却是无比甜蜜的！

明天或许是爱脑培的最后的一堂课，或许会要再上一个星期六的课，但是我希望尽早结束和她们的合约……这种工作做了就知道，根本不适合我。毕业以后一直受到挫折缺依然毅然留在这里，首先要感谢妈妈的帮助和鼓励，同时朋友的帮助和鼓励，还有运气，真的，运气超级好，尤其是我每次脱离一个固定全职工作，我都会遇到新的机遇，直到上个月我放弃了寻找全职工作的机会，转而全做兼职……我才逐渐发现我最适合的就是这种生活状态！

从健身房出来，总是会情不自禁地仰望天空……那一刻，我是在全心拥抱这个世界！我爱你！

 

"I will write an English book with 15 stories about Chinese Internet users who done unrelated to entertainment but only if 14 other local people will do the same with me."

— Oliver Ding
 

I signed my name in this pledge, not only because Oliver is one of my internet friend and colleague on a internet project, but also I need more challange in my life, I want to challange myself with a specific aim,eg.Losing 8Kg within two months( I started a couple of weeks ago but failed, and I made up my mind again today after talking with one of my best friends, he encouraged me to shape my body...he wants me to be as perfect as I could be.) Write an English book about Chinese Internet users who done unrelated to entertainment with other 14 people.It seems to be somewhat crazy, while it's really exciting to be working with other 14 people on writing the same book about Chinese internet users like us...I use internet for entertainment too, but half of my work and definitely will be more in the future was done on the internet too. I can not live without internet, it's as important as having meals everyday.Whoops! God bless us, there would be enough people to sign in Oliver's pledge, then we could start asap.:-) I probably could give more than ten aims more, but another aim for this year is to help my mother to get married again since she has been living on her own for 15 years! She needs a pair of should to lay on, she needs a man's hug, and she needs a man's love...What should I do next since I got to know a man I suggested to her was married already. He didn't tell me that, but he confessed to her one day. Well that's ok! I could find someone else then...:-) I am confident of my ability to get to know new people. The last aim, probaly could be done with the losing weight aim, is having a guy to be my boyfriend. I need a steady relationship to make my life more peaceful...I am tired of hunting for new guys, or flirting with unrelated guys online. So meaningless...what's internet for? What's Love for? What's relationship for? Who am I? What can I do...for me, for him...for the ones I love?

 

Picking up a CD this morning, Jones Stone's The Soul Sessions. And then her second albumn, Mind, Body and Soul. She's got GREAT voice! I love soul jazz as well...could touch your soul, definitely could move your heart whenever and wherever you are...

 

The meeting with two nice laies from New Zealand Airline and aunt Fan was so sweet, those two foreign ladies were so excitin to take Chinese home-made food and taste the best green tea...They were also amazed by aunt Fan's daughter's embroider art works. They were really beautiful handicrafts. And she's also good at Jigsaw puzzles too! She's a genius because it took her only one day to finish a 1000 pieces of jogsaw...Oh God!

 

It seems that leaving Ark last month would be another opportunity...Yes, God always opens one day when he closes another one...Depends on whether you could check it out or not. I need to wake up and check those opportunities out, to be a smart person, and a person that could hold commitments. Sunshine's already in my heart~:-)